Tuesday, December 01, 2009
L.O.S.T
In the big world, there is so many things to do, so many things we have yet to do and so many things that we have to do. In the process of doing this stuff be it like studying for your University Examinations and so on. You might start to lose focus on what you really want to do.
A few days ago, i was reading my past entries of my blog. The experience was a little exciting as the mentality that i had during that time and now is totally different. But most of which serves me as a reminder what i set out to do over the span over the years. I didn't really achieve anything excellant nor did anything exceptionally wrong. The problem is i didn't really do those things at all to begin with.
Just when you think that you were a little better then yesterday, the thought or the fact that nothing changed at all gives you this incredible wake up call that you are not doing anything to change yourself. What changed is that you have just gotten older, that's all. I've live my life walking through life aimlessly without a goal for so long i forgot what it is like to have a proper plan. It really confusing these days to really go ahead to do something and yet you know that you won't achieve anything when you do so.
They always say there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Unfortunately, it's still full of tunnels for me right now..
Posted by saberX @ 9:42 AM
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